Lazy....Lazy Sunday....

Oh, here we are again...couch potatoes wondering what to watch on TV. I don't know if I'll be able to give up my selfish life of doing what I want - when I want, just to conform to what's expected of women my age, and have children. Oh wait, I think I'm supposed to be married first, and then have children. 

Is it wrong for me to feel like this is not in the cards for me at this point in my life? Sometimes I really really want it, and sometimes, I don't. And I can't tell if I'm talking myself into it, one way or the other to make it okay, or not okay - do you see what I'm saying? 

I just confused myself. 

The weather is gloomy and dreary today - nothing too exciting is happening, just the rain sprinkling down on the pavement outside. Truth is, I feel bad about not keeping up on my blogs, how could I have done such a thing when there are people, fans - if you will, (and you know I will) who are depending on my words of wit and wisdom to get them through their day....how could I be so selfish? 

Want to know what's new in my life? 

I turn 30 next month...I want to cry when I think about it. 

My highlights have grown out and I need to get my hair done - I cry when I think about that, too. 

I got a guitar for Christmas and I've picked it up twice and All I can play is the first opening notes to 'stairway to heaven' and my fingers KILL.

I have a weird chest/throat thing that keeps me coughing and it started when I decided to go for a jog outside in the polluted air. 

I'm getting a gold scooter I will name Wanda.